The dark side of life

We had watched a lot of A1 programs since we installed the cable TV.
A1 is a adventure programe, reporting the world's most crazy people doing crazy things. From the program, we can see the twists and turns on their way, and how they had challenge the environment and themselves to make the dream come true. They had to endure the hardness of the journey and the loneliness and anxious inside. Most time we saw them set their teeth, plaining and pushing and pushing till they are at their limit of withstanding and burst into tears. The journey is not like what we saw on the photos about laughing and exciting and fulfillness. Everything seems perfect.

That is the dark side of life, which we all have to face by ourselves. No one can help you. Everyone has a A1 inside, but to make the A1 into reality is another story. Time changes everything, you start with passion, and later you doubt yourself and regret and then retreat halfway. That's how we surrender. Time can bend your knees, break you hearts and make you begging. How can we feel the extreme happiness without the hardships we had gone through during the journey.

Like the thorn bird, bitterness is the true meaning of life, for the transient rapture of being.